Saturday, 2004-08-21, 02:39:45 pm, @home

Sad and anxious

Wrote another song Wednesday night - in just about 5 minutes. It expresses my current situation quite right.

-- Weak And Strong -- (Aug 19 2004)

Throughout all the years
Since I left home and family
Through all those heavy fears
Left me grounded with dry tears

Caught up a dream last night
Lonely but not alone
Telling me those friends in sight
They where so damn fuckin' right

Weakness and strength
Both made me what I am
Made me harder even strong
Showed me where I do belong

I am weak, damn!
I am strong, hey!
Leave this place, dude!
Don't get me wrong, no!
Gotta blame this godforsaken life
Gonna take a ride to make it fine
That's the miracle of bein' weak and strong

Don't show no mercy anymore
Won't get lost to the core
For what they did, there's no apology
Drove me right into eternal tragedy

Weakness and strength
Both made me what I am
Made me harder even strong
Showed me where I do belong

I am weak, damn!
I am strong, hey!
Leave this place, dude!
Don't get me wrong, no!
Gotta blame this godforsaken life
Gonna take a ride to make it fine
That's the miracle of bein' weak and strong

Weaker and stronger
By time no wonder
I do not ever look around
I finally do not lose the ground

Moving on, going on and caring less
There's no one else to trust and
Even no one else than me to bless