|Monday, 2004-08-16, 07:59:37 pm, @home
These days are hard and dark. Just a few
sunny moments in times of sadness. Held some
talks with my dad today. Apparently neverending
thoughts about my beloved mum, the woman who gave
birth to me. The most important person ever in my
Had a 2,5hours breakfast with Anne today, it was
nice and I was pretty amazed - feelings I didn't
have for weeks. We had a real great conversation,
concerning this and that. She gave me
perspectives, just as Rebecca always does.
I also told her and Rebecca and also Julia and
(via SMS) Agnes those days, how and why I act
just like I do at the moment. There're so little
real problems and I could really freak out 'bout
some dishonest individuals with their fuckin' not
I'm happy, knowing what I know now and being able
to see things more clearly these days. I'm happy,
being able to hate those people today.
What did Anne say today? Every little and even
bad thing and moment has a meaning. She's so damn
right with that.