Tuesday, 2004-01-27, 01:45:59 am, @home

In addition to <an old diary-entry> I have to append:


Though I had some friends with my tonight, I feel miserable (see my moods). Hard to explain, even harder to unterstand, impossible to bear. You ever gone through a situation in which you knew quite sure what you needed, what you wanted and in which you concurrently felt what you couldn't have at the moment, possibly neither had in the past? Even though having some good time, I know there could and must be more. There has to be a way whilst chances are decreasing to keep it in reach day by day.