|Wednesday, 2004-01-21, 06:47:29 pm, @home
Every now and then...
... I think about my past
... I think about my future
... I think about love
... 'n I think about hate
... I think about what's been
... I think about what could have been
... I think about what you did 'n what I
... I think about what we could have done
... I think about you and I
Folks, those of you frequently reading those
lines in my diary might know how I think, how I
work my things out. I'm usually straight, I
mostly know how to feel and solve my problems or
situations. I dunno how to solve that
I'd like to call her, but I don't want to.
I'd like to love her, but I won't.
I'd like to date others a lot, but I can't.
I'd like to tell how I feel, but I don't know
There's definitely more than just some feelings.
There's something hurting inside me so much, I
can't even tell. Sometimes, I'd simply like to
burst with silent noise and disappear in a puff
What crappy situation is that?